Once upon a time in School.

I was school ka favorite student. teachers just loved me. many of them came to school just to teach me ( this is claim of my many school friends) True or not ?may be as when ever i missed school due to health reasons and next day when i joined back nothing seems to be taught yesterday .i am not boosting it's true, as I was, in a way, carrying a dynasty .All my elder sisters ,three of them ,to be precise were school toppers of their batch .But there were expectations attached to previledge. Good was not enough for me i have to be the best .
Alway taunted as not being as good as them i cared less.So so much scrutiny in school was not enough i was watched at home even closely .Why ?Being only Brother to my four sister & only boy child in Family .Here too privledge came with restrictions.I was not allowed to venture out alone not even to play.Once i was sent to school picnic with my elder sister(Speacial permission sought) ,Can you beleive it !! this was my Life watched evey where!!

This led to me being a shy Kid I hardly talked to anyone ,Hardly had any friends .ven in School were just school mates nothing more.i missed a best friend perhaps perhaps not !!Because i had best friend in My Mom!!.








to be continued ...

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What I will write about .........

While i write this Some where in India some one is remembering me ,as friend ,perhaps i have few,As Colleague ,yes again,but as a Lover no way .Why because i don't have one or do i ?This question has followed me thorough out my life. As there has been more confusion in my relationship as you can imagine .i have lost many close ones just due to that lack of communication !!Was that my fault ?may be or was it their, i don't know but i was only one who made efforts to make those work .But i always failed , always !As they never came back !!
why & how you will see in my post ... so keep reading

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